It’s crazy to think that in six – in – a – half more months Chris and I will have been married two years. Makes me reminisce over the last two years we have been married and the 4+ we have known each other. When others have told me there will be days you will not like each other, but remember why you said yes….well, now I am starting to get it. No marriage is perfect, not even the good ones. I love Chris more than words can express, but sometimes I realize as a woman, I tend to get tripped up on putting him in the place of my heavenly Papa and that is always when things go wrong. Can I get a witness? Most of you know that in March Chris and I lost our two week old baby…..that day was scary to say the least. For those who don’t know, I won’t go into much detail except to say, the 12th of March became a sort of nightmare for me; because that day I found out I was both pregnant and having a miscarriage. I don’t think it really hit me though until the week after, and even then it has really taken me some time to process. However, since I had the miscarriage, my body has seemed to recover to almost full health – which is a huge blessing.
Life has been extremely crazy since last October; so many ups and downs within our lives and our families. However, I know in my heart that all is well, because I know the one who holds my heart. I know that the Spirit of the Almighty God has me in His arms, and He will never let me go. My situation may look bad, others may say some pretty insane stuff, but Papa works everything out for my good. I know this now. I don’t know what you are going through, but today I just sensed the Lord wanting me to share my story. I pray you see that God is always good, even when this world and the free will of others are not. I pray this blesses you today!